Adair: worry...

I can't help but be concerned for my brother. I have seen so many things in my life, but the night of Angel and Orifiel's wedding was one of the worst I had seen in Adam. When he saw Sapphira with that bouquet...

I don't know... it just looked like he had given up on his life. He has placed so much blame on himself when everything had been completely out of his control. We all thought she was dead, none of us thought that she would return to us. She even accepted that he had remarried. She was ready to graciously step back and let him have his new life. It pained her, but she was willing to let him go.

I thought Adam would be okay as long as he still had her friendship. At first, I think he was okay with it... but when she caught tht bouquet it was like a ton of bricks hit him and he realized that meant one day she, too, would have to move forward and take another as her partner in life. I think that's when he realized he couldn't do it... He couldn't have her for just a friend. She allowed him to be completely free and be the kind of person he was, never holding him back... and yes, from what i hear that includes in the bedroom -.-" ... He was always afraid he'd hurt Kaida- but he knew he wouldn't with Sapphira... a sense of comfort I guess...

He would hardly talk to me. All he said was he wanted her back. It's all he would tell me. But for that to happen he has to tell Kaida. And he doesn't want to hurt her either...

He was kidnapped at one point and placed under a spell... As was Sapphira...
We had to fight each other, which was hard. We got him and his sons back home when they suddenly collapsed. He woke and asked about Sapphira. It was then we first learned she had been dragged into that kidnap situation. He was silent when he realized he made it back with his sns, but she was missing. Quieter still when he realized he couldn't sense her presence at all.

It has been 2 years since then. Still there has been no sign of her. We are fearing the worst has happened... fearing maybe Adrian took her out for her betrayal to him... It's the only conclusion we can figure on, and the thought is literally tearing my brother apart. I sense the depression he has sunk deeply into. It scares me... He keeps wandering off on his own and disappearing. This last time he left, I couldn't help the fear. I just had this great feeling as if it were the end... as if he was finally so broken he couldn't make it any longer.

Aurora went to him. I am still waiting word as to whether or not he is okay.

Losing Saph when they were married the first time was hard enough on him... to lose her a second time even though they are not married this time...

I fear he will do something he will not live to regret...

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 8:59 AM Comments: 0