Ra.. when will it end...

I never seem to get the time to really keep up with this. I try, but things just so hectic around here. I wish the hecticness of things was a good thing, but not all of it is.

To start off with everything, Angel managed to graduate high school. Atem and I were worried she wouldn't because of how little time she actually spent there. Orifiel took up a great deal of her time. They were to go to the Prom together as a last school activity. I know she had anticipated on a great deal of fun that night. However, I received a call that Angel had been taken to the hospital. She and Orifiel had been in a horrific accident. The details are sketchy at best. Some reports say he was killed protecting her. Some say he was merely unconscious. I did some meditation on this and learned that he had been killed, but as a result of another spell cast elsewhere, he was brought back. The unfortunate thing is that he remembers nothing of how things were prior to the accident.

It is this particular fact that Angel was informed that he was dead and not revived. She had been expecting their first child. She had 2 more months left before she was due. At least according to Dorian. What I find interesting is that when Serena was born, she should have been placed in a special room and connected to machines to keep her alive. 2 months premature meant that she was not completely ready. Her lungs and heart still were gaining strength to be able to function properly. I had a talk with Atemu later and he told me of a strange glowing white light inside the car he had seen before opening the door to get her out and to the hospital.

Again, I meditated on this fact. It seems the light was the Power we had been searching for. I knew it had been in her family. I was certain her mother had it. Now I am certain Angel is the carrier. But the appearance of the light meant more. Because the babe was not yet ready to be born, it needed a near life source to complete it's growth process. Orifiel's life had ended. The crystal reacted and used some of his life essence to complete his daughter and allow her to be born that night.

Knowing this, I wonder if he ever came face to face with his daughter if he would be able to sense his own spirit within her?

After she was released from the hospital, Angel contiously had dreams that did not allow her to sleep. She weakening and could barely get through a day. To help her, Atem and I allowed her to stay with friends of ours back in Paris. Sapphira was already staying there with them as she neared her due date for her own daughter. A daughter she shared with Atemu.

It crushed him that he had not been told from the start, but it was a choice she had made hoping to spare him the pain of being torn between her and his growing family with Kaida. Poor guy... he has children with both women now... and it has cost him dearly. He is as attached to Syeira as he is Kiari and Sora. Unfortunately, Sapphira and Syeira have remained living outside our home. Here is were things go from worse to horrible...

Seems Angel has learned Ori and Orifiel are both indeed a live. She has been having a hard time accepting things as a result of that knowldge. Serena is asking questions and Angel has no idea how to answer them. I can feel the love she has and I can feel her frustration and confusion. She has been seeing Ori periodically, but she says very little about Orifiel. I know he is the one in her heart. I just hope she isn't using one to stay near the other...

Then terrible... Kai and Melody's family was attacked. Sapphira had sensed Atemu in danger and had gone out to help him. He was nearly fatally injured and she used a great deal of her power to bring him back and give him strength again. During this exchange, the attack occured. Both Kai and Melody with killed. Sahen, Ciara, and Syeira.... It seems the attack was done by a group of vampires. We know that Syeira has been turned into one of them. Atemu was the one who found her. He managed to bring her back to us but he could not lift her curse. Even worse, when we went back to chack on another little girl who had not yet been found, Syeira was taken again. The other little girl is okay and still in Sapphira's care. Her name is Riza. It seems she belongs to a woman named Kiza who was killed the night of Angel and Orifiel's car accident.

Things are still very unclear at this time just what will happen. I see changes... But the biggest change has yet to be revealed to Atem...

I had a long talk with Zahara. She finally told me who she has been dating. I will admit I was cautious at first. It was hard to be okay with her dating someone who has long since been an enemy of our people. But she has been taken care of. He has never hurt her. In her own words of course. He has apparently even asked her to marry him. I told her if he made her that happy then I gladly offer my support. But for her father to be okay with the union, Bakura is going ot have to ask him for her hand. If that happens...

Well I guess we shall see.

My visions show happiness for them. As long as certain hurtles are gotten through. they will be fine.

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 9:07 AM Comments: 0